You really don’t know how happy you can be until you make up in your mind to be happy no matter what happens. I’ve experienced so much hurt and pain in such small amout of time that I sometimes don’t know how I made it through and still smile but I did. I won’t let anything or anyone steal my joy.
I won’t lie for moment I did break. I got petty I became bitter and for a brief moment I was dangerous. Looking back on it now it was all GOD . I was resting in complacency. I wasn’t living to my fullest potential in GOD. I wasn’t being the woman I needed to be and GOD stripped me of almost everything.
I tuned out GOD’s voice .I was doing whatever I thought I needed to without asking what was required. GOD shut me down and in those months where I lost everything I gained a stronger faith in HIM. The loving feeling of knowing GOD has control over everything. NO ONE IS GETTING OVER ON GOD! Not even me.
Those where my look yourself in the mirror moments . The days I stopped worrying about the people who were trying to hurt me and realized God would take care of that situation. I had to say to myself “What makes you happy”? “Who makes you happy”? Put yourself in the presence of those things and people and live. Forgive and forget. Write your feelings down if you need to but stop letting it consume you. GOD needs to stay the focus.
Since then I’ve enjoyed just about everything and everybody in my life. Loving all over friends and family spending more time with my kids. Ive made time to experience new things and just truly enjoy being happy. Happiness come from inside you and once you find that everything else will fall into place. Life is good right now and I’m thankful for each moment.
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